January 2010
“It’s not what we have in our life, but who we have in our life that counts.”
– J. M. Laurence (via ieatdreams)
I figured that if we both end up in the same college if we dont get out of Tpjc.
When life knocks you down on your knees, remember...
(via ieatdreams)
“When you know you want it the most, you’ll do whatever it takes to get you...”
– bella (via ieatdreams)
this is definately one of those times when i read something, laugh at it till tears were rolling and i end up crying. hahahaha
i’m a fucking bitch.
I've tried
You were the one that said byebye. so is hanging up considered wrong? yeah, tell me where im wrong then. Fuck off la. i’ve tried. i look at myself from another perspective and ask. where’s my weakness? you would love someone for who they are right. if you can’t accept my weakness, yea sure , end it then. Fuck off man. i hurt you ya? you never think when you hurt me too. i make...
you’re really pissing me off you know. i want to be a wall.
Sometimes we don’t mean to take love for granted. -Isabel
Strangers to lovers
I take myself from inside out and ask who’s the real me?
until now, i still have the difficulty of answering that question. in front of everyone, im wearing different masks. i feel like im only myself in front of god. is it that everyone is like that? im not sure. life is so uncertain. and i hate it when you know you think that you’re so smart. you know i don’t intend to make it...
this isnt what it was supposed to be,
Olomouc
i seriously want to go to olomouc this year with SA choir. God, please grant me my wish. i love you.
thats rubbish, really.
Still on it
im still holding on. i know its hard. i hate ending up like this. really. now you taste how ive been feeling the whole of last year. yes, you’ll finally understand it if i really get into SA.
Anguish
it wasnt as good as it was supposed to be. i was rather disappointed with my results. i wanted it like 2 points better at least. sigh. my maths did suck. now im losing to her, her, her. she got 5 distinctions with 9 after minus. Shit man. better then jeremy. since he cant minus 2. oh well, god has a place for everyone, and i might even see her in SA today. i hope so. i’ll see for myself what...
Anguish
it wasnt as good as it was supposed to be. i was rather disappointed with my results. i wanted it like 2 points better at least. sigh. my maths did suck. now im losing to her, her, her. she got 5 distinctions with 9 after minus. Shit man. better then jeremy. since he cant minus 2. oh well, god has a place for everyone, and i might even see her in SA today. i hope so. i’ll see for myself what...
Afraid about the truth
i was asking myself, does jealousy kill? it won’t kill. it’ll just cause some hatred and unhappiness within yourself. but why do people keep their jealousy to themselves. I don’t want it, but it came naturally you get it? not because of one small lil thing that i actually dislike her but im a girl. instincts you know. and what you added on was even more discouraging. i shouldnt...
Tht was retarded , sorry dear
Innocence
its so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.
jealousy kills doesnt it? i saw that, and it cracked.
oh i love heels
Forgotten
i forgot to say that ive let go of 2009. during the taiwan trip, i was thinking alot. about him and about her. i realised if i dont let go, i will also get hurt. in addition, there’ll also be a barrier for me to go on in life. im ready now. From now on ill keep it to myself. i wont complain unnecessarily. thats the 2010 goal in my life currently. to be more optimistic, more open to different...
Bye
im finally back. and ive been thinking alot. i wanna penmy thoughts down but not now.
